Finding My Voice
"My condition is not unhappiness, but it is also not happiness, not indifference, not weakness, not fatigue, not another interest – so what is it then?” Franz Kafka
Kafka was probably referring to his inability to write as he stated in his diary. I have often felt I am in this place when I cannot express myself authentically. I find that it is harder to express myself in person even though I am seen as an outgoing talker. My job is to entertain and please. I find I can be more authentic when I write it down. I like the barrier of the written word. I can write and be real without seeing a reaction. I think I know why.